to my special illusion and pain killer i call you marry jane.

the first time i heard your name i never thought of the up coming pain.

the first time i meet you i was on top of the world.

the first time you spoke i could only feel the burn, a few moments later i found what i had learned.

i found that time moved more swiftly and you took away my hidden pain.

you led me down a path id never would think to take.

the vial has been lifted, my eyes see new and clear.

i find i don't want to remember. the past time from this year.  

your nothing but trouble, you lie, you cheat, but now that i know this i have you beet.  

i can see you for what you are now, just an illusion to the happiness that was never real.

i can't say i wont mis your sent, and that i will forget the time we spent.

its time to part, to have you be removed from the depths of my still beating heart.

good bye. the end.

-Stella